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[January 12, 2006]
ok, i've been so fucking busy. so that's why i've updated even less than normal and not commented, etc.

work and school are busting my ass. my report card was shit, too.

today's my birthday.

i started smoking menthols on a regular basis. i'm worried my mom'll find out, but oh well.

i got an ipod for christmas and i need to return it because it's already so fucking scratched, it shouldn't be this soon. if i can return it (i usually wouldn't, but this is just ridiculous) i'll go ahead and get a new one, then just be extra extra careful next time. i dunno.

i've been reading a ton of huxley lately. i just adore brave new world.

my diet isn't working out.

but actually, i'm pretty happy.
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[December 26, 2005]
I can't grasp the notion of time.

When I hear the earth will melt into the sun, in five (or was it two) billion years, all I can think is:

"Will that be on a Monday?"

go see: nobody here

I break my heart as a precaution.
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Anime Meme [December 03, 2005]
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YAY! [November 30, 2005]
If you read this, please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want – good or bad – BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you.
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Help! [November 27, 2005]
Ok, I'm on the prowl for some new sexy black platform boots. Unfortunatly, I can only spend like 40 bucks on them. I LOVE big heels, the bigger and chunkier, the better. I'm looking for at least 5 inch heels. I would like some with a star cut-out in the sole, but those are usually more expensive, so I can live without them. Does anyone know where I can get some cute, somewhat cheap platform boots? I'd love you forever.

x-posted like crazy.
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More Crap! [November 26, 2005]
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Quizzes~Collapse )
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YAY FOR QUIZZES [November 25, 2005]
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YAY FOR DRUNKEN POETRY. [November 24, 2005]
My best friend's name is Vodka.
V-O-D-K-A. Vodka.
Vodka's a kind, caring person.
Vodka keeps me warm late into the night.
Vodka keeps me numb so I don't feel your words.
Vodka keeps me happy so I don't feel so bored.
He keeps me feeling sexy and confident,
{something you could never do}.
He keeps me proud of myself,
{I never have to think}.
He keeps me at bay,
{the fires never get inside}.
He keeps me lively,
{instead of boring & annoying}.

My best friend's name is Vodka.
V-O-D-K-A. Vodka.
he makes me forget what i'm doing.
{i miss him so much in the morning i get ill}.
he makes me forget where i am.
{i always wake up somewhere new}.
he makes me forget who i am.
{i'm never quite the same the next day}.
he makes me forget who i did.
{why memorize all those names anyway}?

My best friend's name is Vodka.
V-O-D-K-A. Vodka.
The cheapest, easiest friend I have.
Garunteed to make me feel better.
I'm the life of the party when he's around.

My best friend's name is Vodka.
V-O-D-K-A. Vodka.
& as long as he never leaves me,
i'll never have to find myself
{or remember the past}
{or remember your name}
{or take any of the blame}
{or stop having a blast}.
& as long as he never leaves me,
i'll always be satisfied.
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Peach Girl: Ep. 02 [November 24, 2005]
Category: Anime
Title: Peach Girl
Episode No: 2
Caps of: Episode, Next Episode Preview
Total Caps: 461
Format Type: Jpeg.
Rules:
1. Comment.
2. Don't hotlink.
3. I can't force you, but please credit.
Gallery: Here.
Zip: None this time, sorry.
Comments/Notes:
1. Subtitles - Some of these images do have subtitles. I tried to get the images without the subs, but that's kind of hard since my programme doesn't go through frame by frame unless it's a DVD. I don't have the raws, sorry.
2. Numbering - Somehow or another, the numbering got really messed up :/ They're all there, just numbered funky.

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x-posted to: my journal, ganguro, cap_it & kogals
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Peach Girl: Ep. 01 [November 21, 2005]
Category: Anime
Title: Peach Girl
Episode No: 1
Caps of: Opening, Episode, Eyecatchers.
Total Caps: 756
Format Type: Jpeg.
Rules:
1. Comment.
2. Don't hotlink.
3. I can't force you, but please credit.
Gallery: Here.
Zip: None this time, sorry.
Comments/Notes:
1. Subtitles - Some of these images do have subtitles. I tried to get the images without the subs, but that's kind of hard since my programme doesn't go through frame by frame unless it's a DVD. I don't have the raws, sorry.
2. Numbering - Somehow or another, the numbering got really messed up :/ I was doing it at 1:30 last night on a school night, so I don't know what happened. Sorry. They're all there, just numbered funky.
3. Double Post - I didn't realize until after the caps were taken and uploaded that this episode had already been capped by someone else. Well, I decided to go ahead and post it, just in case I got a different angle or something than the previous person. So... enjoy, I guess.

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x-posted to: my journal, ganguro, cap_it & kogals
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Some Icons. [November 17, 2005]
Comment and credit if you take 'em. x-posted to nowhere.

America's Next Top Model: 2
Etc: 1
Gals/Ganguro/Yamanba/EGG: 3

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Yay, that's all.
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Movie Meme [November 13, 2005]
Also, new layout!

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I'm a movie whore.
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Eek... [November 06, 2005]
So, the tornado hit my home town. About... not even 10 minutes away from my house. At 3 in the morning, one of my friends called me to wake me up and tell me there was a tornado on the ground and heading towards us. So, thanks to him, my mom and I got the cat and went to safety. This morning we found out it was a lot worse than we expected and that it hit the mobile home park that a family friend lives in. She and her daughters are all right, thankfully. We don't have any power at home right now, and it looks like it's gonna be like that for a few days. The water plant doesn't even have electricity. There were police officers directing at the stop lights, etc. There are tree limbs and power lines everywhere and all in the streets. So far the death toll is about 20. They called in the local National Guard. Bob found out about the tornado, all the way in Iraq and had to call to see if we were ok. We are. Our house wasn't even hit, and I'm really thankful for that. So, I'm spending the next few days and my dad's, and my sister is staying at one of her friend's. My mom is staying at home during the day and sleeping at a friends during the night.

My grandma called to find out if we were ok. We said yeah, so she told my mom, "If your daughters need anything, they can call me. You're free to come over as long as you're willing to deal with everything that's happened." So basically, if she goes over there, they're gonna treat her like shit because they're racist pricks. My mom's boyfriend is black, and so they've disowned her. They haven't spoken to her in years. They don't deserve a family, and they need to stop trying to talk to me. And unfortunatly, the only way we're ever going to have a family again is if something happens to my grandparents. They won't invite my mom, their daughter, over for Christmas, but they'll invite her ex-husband, a man they never even liked. I fucking hate family.
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Heh... [November 05, 2005]
Because I haven't updated at all lately, here are some quizzes to keep (me) satisfied.

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[October 17, 2005]

ColorQuiz.com Lori took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Her need to feel more causative and to have a wide..."


Click here to read the rest of the results.




Fucking creepily right.
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[October 06, 2005]
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NO ONE TOLD ME. [October 05, 2005]
So I went to the fall festival tonight and ran into an old friend... who is 8.5 months pregnant.

WTF DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME?
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100 Icon Challenge - Sailor Mars [October 02, 2005]
[ mood | tired ]

100 Icon Challenge of Hino Rei/Sailor Mars


Subject: Hino Rei/Sailor Mars (All)
New Icons: 5 (Forgotten, Flowers, Green, Power, Rainbow)
Total out of 100: 10/100
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Teasers:

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[September 21, 2005]
At the doctor's I had to fill out a questionaire. Mom saw all my answers. So now she knows I've tried smoking, and she knows I'm not a virgin, and I just lied about drinking and said I didn't. And she tried to make me talk to her about it. What the fuck am I supposed to tell her? "Oh yeah, when I was suicidal and dating the guy who threatened to kill me, at age 14, I fucked him."
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[September 14, 2005]
I'm so sick of everything. I'm falling apart at the seams. I can feel the floor crackling underneath me, and I know at any minute, I'm just going to fall through.

Just wait and see, I bet you I'll be back on Prozac by the end of the month.
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